Well, well, well…hello! It’s been about two months since I’ve posted anything and if that isn’t any indication that I have been so busy, then idk what is!

Summer has now come to an end and my favorite season is now, fall. Yes, I’m one of those! Bring on all the fall things because I LOVE it all. It’s also the time of year I decide to do family pictures. So, that is what we did yesterday. The boys and I loaded up and headed to the farm in our matching outfits. You know that super cliche quote, “my kids saved me”? Yeah, I’m here to say that is the Gods honest truth.

I was in a really horrible relationship for years and I’ll be honest and real with all of you, I contemplated taking my life a few times. That’s the power he had over me. I know that’s horrible to admit but it’s the truth. I visualized running my car into a pile full speed, until the day I found out I was pregnant. Then it all changed. I didn’t care how miserable I was there was no way I was going to lose my child and I definitely was not going to leave him behind. I knew that he needed me.

Now, here we are 4 years later and that feeling has never crossed my mind again. Instead, I am filled with love every single day I wake. Even though I’m a single mom I still feel loved. I have everything I need right now. I’m not saying it’s easy, it definitely is difficult but it’s all worth it.

So, as I sit here and watch them play after a day filled with fun I am reminded how truly blessed I am and I think how different my life could have been and frankly, I can’t imagine a world where I am not their mama. They truly saved my life and now they are my very existence and why I work so hard to give them the life they deserve.

Keep sticking with me! I promise I won’t take another hiatus! Plus, I’ve been working on some other exciting things!